Escape.
The long, black, cracked tongue of static highway rolls on ahead
Racing out to the heart of a starless horizon
Summer ignites
And my American engine is seething
Swallowing the miles
Dragging me headlong toward the mirthless night
Seeking shelter from a wild, blue eyed,
Girl.
Low.
Across the western twilight sky storm clouds gather
Swallowing the vast magenta tide of dusk in its wake
So I step on the gas and rush out to meet the rain
“Damn it.”
I scream out to the night and into the storm
I can’t shake her electric presence
Her eyes burned hollow in constant dreams
Her satin flesh warm in slumber beside me
Her misty voice a song as soft as rain
Frantic.
I race away in to the maw of the storm
Sliding reckless through bizarre constellations of traffic
Betrayed by the memory of her touch
Knowing I will never really be able to leave her behind
So I stop.
Climbing out to let the rain embrace me
To let the lightening rise and tear away my fear
To let the thunder shake loose my tiny demons
To think of her without the shedding of a tear
Tuesday, January 24, 2012
Poem-Weld
Slow,
The ferrous burn
Of complete connection
Seeps across the gaps
In space
And time
The weight of your stare
Envelops me
Softly
Calm
In the willing night
Electric applications
Let magnetic desires
Flow
Bridging worlds
In the seething
Silent syrup
That breeds
The molten whole
Kisses wax ecstatic
In darkness
Bliss
Slipping
Slow
Into the unknown
Molecular cohesion
Can only attain perfection
Inside a breathless
Atomic mix
Where oxygen does not
Exist
Immersion erupts into
Screaming crescendos of parity
Lost to metamorphosis
And matched
Eye to eye
Heat radiates outward
From collusion
In confusion
The core of creation
Lost
Dancing out and away
To evanesce
Into the air
Pulses slow
In sacred fusion
While tangled limbs
Smile into the night
And sigh
Poem-Wait
I.
Raven fisted angels stalk the
Glowing heights of morning
Played-out and sore they drag dawn
Through their crags of ancient teeth
The spell of cold Andromeda
Slides slowly out beyond them
Dancing in the violence that
Churns on down below
The texture of resentment
Lies and grates and cuts and twists
Lost and long in a warping song
While a new steel fate draws down
And hate awaits through jaundiced gates
To scrape along like order
Waiting in the shadows to
Swallow whole narcotic joy
Plead for wisdom on the alter of obsession
The dark wine of Sangsara bleeds out
Through blackened hearts
II.
Who cares about tomorrow now?
Who cares about dimes dropping
Endlessly into oblivion
About wives left alone to contemplate
Absolution
Pondering Eden in the wake of fresh
Skulls set out to dry
The sun sets on beggars and fools
Falling away to sweaty nights of
Sleepless indifference
Providence a jewel cast out
In a stunning case of hope
Purloined by the sciences of media
And the where withal of strangers
Sweating bullets of cold addiction
While creeping death now comes
To call
Wake up my darling Valentine
Wake up my dear and run
Conformity can no longer be neglected
We need bread to get us by
The future of history hangs in the balance
No small child falls along unscathed
When progress rushes forth
Let the dreamers dream
Let the poets sleep
Let the piper take a breath
Let the music flow to grow in the
Silent spaces between the notes
Satisfaction unfolds now with un-sequenced
Young abandon
Fading in to focus when we take the time
To Wait
Poem-Now
Now
Exists unhindered inside the pulsing wild wonders
Of space and time
A nirvana revealed in kinetic fits of endless hope
Now
Is the part of you aching awake through the rolling depths
Of mental rebellion
Spiraling across maelstroms of self-conscious silence
To dare cut through the maul of the endless background chatter
And speak
Now the moment the truth bears whole and dares call bold
To speak
Now
Breaks reality down into perfect sub-seconds of pure release
A magick waiting to surprise our wit with a brave new focus
Now
Is a precision born of awareness
Genetically sequenced-Locked inside
Intrinsic through endless eons of chaotic matter
Twisting raw in the primordial logic of every stellar core
Passing patiently along in its priceless, peerless, perfection
Daring us all to see….
Looking for you to see…..
Now me.
Exists unhindered inside the pulsing wild wonders
Of space and time
A nirvana revealed in kinetic fits of endless hope
Now
Is the part of you aching awake through the rolling depths
Of mental rebellion
Spiraling across maelstroms of self-conscious silence
To dare cut through the maul of the endless background chatter
And speak
Now the moment the truth bears whole and dares call bold
To speak
Now
Breaks reality down into perfect sub-seconds of pure release
A magick waiting to surprise our wit with a brave new focus
Now
Is a precision born of awareness
Genetically sequenced-Locked inside
Intrinsic through endless eons of chaotic matter
Twisting raw in the primordial logic of every stellar core
Passing patiently along in its priceless, peerless, perfection
Daring us all to see….
Looking for you to see…..
Now me.
Poem-Truths of the Hardcore Muse
The Truths of the Hard Core Muse
Great viscous rivers of slow synaptic sludge course through the decaying cells
Of an endless tactile loss
Apathy descends with the force of a ripping death into the gray matters of
Fantasies and phantasms
Its focus swelling with morbid fascination as the full scope of creation turns
Beyond the myopic limits of eyes
The belief in the eternal name grinds dust into a fevered, bitter, silence
Prone before the cold, pale, throne of Time
And to what lust? Dust
Ashes choking long in the mouths of lucidity and understanding
The severity of emotional acumen blinded by the growing threat
Of a glowing transcendence
Running naked through the world-Raw-As hope makes its escape
Fear the coming onslaught of perceived truths
Fear the permutations of the Divine institution
Causality is reaping the whirlwind of a screaming blind endeavor
As madness bleeds out through the cracks in Shangri-La
What dim fate awaits the hanged man?
Left swinging in the mists, alone, between worlds
The curiosity of perdition holding sway as caustic transgressions
Tangle the iron threads of fate
Now, the signals distort in fading geometric regression
Echoed in the electronic dreams of purest light
Compressed realities coalescing in a firestorm of desolate mornings
Hate and perpetual loss creating vast waves of desperation
That crash to earth shattering the resolve of the great collective will
Rage rising to manifest chaos
Violence born in the shadows of fetid streets
Now, the repercussions of philosophic rigidity sits begging on every failing doorstep
Like the ragged dogs of a different, bleak, eternity
As the whores of a gleaming new Babylon preen, sacrosanct on the
Silver screen
No industrial processed panacea dare seal the mortal wound of arrogance
No hollow words of feigned sincerity dare reach out across the frozen void
To inspire our sinking soul
The endless, bare, benevolence of this infant infinity rings out with a crystalline melody
Of profound perfection
It sings through every simple atom everywhere in the beautiful, boundless, cosmos
Its tone and timbre birthing absolution in hermetic souls bound together by truth
Its strength displayed in its grand and grateful absence
Its conviction Absolute
But here, Now, I fear that it falls on deafened ears.
Great viscous rivers of slow synaptic sludge course through the decaying cells
Of an endless tactile loss
Apathy descends with the force of a ripping death into the gray matters of
Fantasies and phantasms
Its focus swelling with morbid fascination as the full scope of creation turns
Beyond the myopic limits of eyes
The belief in the eternal name grinds dust into a fevered, bitter, silence
Prone before the cold, pale, throne of Time
And to what lust? Dust
Ashes choking long in the mouths of lucidity and understanding
The severity of emotional acumen blinded by the growing threat
Of a glowing transcendence
Running naked through the world-Raw-As hope makes its escape
Fear the coming onslaught of perceived truths
Fear the permutations of the Divine institution
Causality is reaping the whirlwind of a screaming blind endeavor
As madness bleeds out through the cracks in Shangri-La
What dim fate awaits the hanged man?
Left swinging in the mists, alone, between worlds
The curiosity of perdition holding sway as caustic transgressions
Tangle the iron threads of fate
Now, the signals distort in fading geometric regression
Echoed in the electronic dreams of purest light
Compressed realities coalescing in a firestorm of desolate mornings
Hate and perpetual loss creating vast waves of desperation
That crash to earth shattering the resolve of the great collective will
Rage rising to manifest chaos
Violence born in the shadows of fetid streets
Now, the repercussions of philosophic rigidity sits begging on every failing doorstep
Like the ragged dogs of a different, bleak, eternity
As the whores of a gleaming new Babylon preen, sacrosanct on the
Silver screen
No industrial processed panacea dare seal the mortal wound of arrogance
No hollow words of feigned sincerity dare reach out across the frozen void
To inspire our sinking soul
The endless, bare, benevolence of this infant infinity rings out with a crystalline melody
Of profound perfection
It sings through every simple atom everywhere in the beautiful, boundless, cosmos
Its tone and timbre birthing absolution in hermetic souls bound together by truth
Its strength displayed in its grand and grateful absence
Its conviction Absolute
But here, Now, I fear that it falls on deafened ears.
Saturday, January 14, 2012
Truths of the Hard Core Muse-pt. 2
Hey kids!
The past couple of days have been pretty wild for me and I've come to a stunning realization.
It's really not all about me!
I started this blog as a means of building an author's platform to try and piece together an audience for my writing career.
From previous posts you can gleen my frustration at the endeavor.
I've discussed this with a few, true, old friends seeking advise and in doing so it struck me that I was on the complete wrong track.
I've come to realize that my friends and I have, quite unaware to any of us, been creating our own bohemian scene here in Clermont and Brown County over the past twenty years.
Sometimes, kids, the trees can really screw up a view of the forest.
It dawned on me that this site should be about all of us. Our scene. Open for all to see, scars and all.
So, here in the next few weeks, this blog is going to be about all of us. Our poems, our pictures, our art, our music.
I, myself, have realized that I can't separate poet me from guitar player me from novelist me from smart ass me. It's just me, and I've been absolutely clueless.
So, to all of my Boho friends out there, bring it on. I want to showcase what we ALL are capable of.
They say there is safety in numbers. Maybe there's an audience as well.
More soon!
The past couple of days have been pretty wild for me and I've come to a stunning realization.
It's really not all about me!
I started this blog as a means of building an author's platform to try and piece together an audience for my writing career.
From previous posts you can gleen my frustration at the endeavor.
I've discussed this with a few, true, old friends seeking advise and in doing so it struck me that I was on the complete wrong track.
I've come to realize that my friends and I have, quite unaware to any of us, been creating our own bohemian scene here in Clermont and Brown County over the past twenty years.
Sometimes, kids, the trees can really screw up a view of the forest.
It dawned on me that this site should be about all of us. Our scene. Open for all to see, scars and all.
So, here in the next few weeks, this blog is going to be about all of us. Our poems, our pictures, our art, our music.
I, myself, have realized that I can't separate poet me from guitar player me from novelist me from smart ass me. It's just me, and I've been absolutely clueless.
So, to all of my Boho friends out there, bring it on. I want to showcase what we ALL are capable of.
They say there is safety in numbers. Maybe there's an audience as well.
More soon!
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